Tuesday, June 22, 2010

is so pissed and whiny right now, I'm irritating myself. bleargh. :(

Don't want 7th july to come now. haiz, just realised its only 2 weeks away!

Monday, June 21, 2010

damn confused. God please show me a sign?

Sunday, June 20, 2010

very tired. can't wait for the 7th of july.

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

ramblings of an adult (I'm adult?! :( ) drama queen

Love my new blog template- the whole stained paint, batik dyed effect thing is cool. :) So how have things been?

I'm currently back at McK for a month or so, to earn extra moolah for my trip to Australia. OK la, good to be earning and its AWESOME too that they actually cover lunch, tea time and all. =) I should really save up as much as I can and then splurgeeee n enjoy when I'm in AUstralia. I love working at the Centennial building, its really convenient! Buses 133 and 857 take about 20 mins to reach there. And best part is the variety of food available, the amazing shops (think SUNTEC CITY, 'nuff said) and yeah lotsaaaa cool stuff! If I ever get to choose an ideal office area, it'd be Suntec City. I think Raffles Place is way too crowded and everything's somehow strangely far apart and it's severely lacking in (halal) food variety.

Anyway right now, I'm feeling really down. Made a decision and then had to retract it, I hate it when that happens. I can be so ultra-fickle sometimes and it sucks. I think I gotta learn how to stick to decisions. But on hindsight I think its good that I don't mind admitting to my mistakes and I do realise that its good to take time to think through things. I had to make a decision about smtg major earlier. (Pretty pissed with someone, whose name I shall not name), but this one mistake is really bad, can tarnish the reputation of this organization (not McK la of cos). Some other organization. Which is why I shall remain mum. And I gotta have a talk to her about it. How she should be more careful next time. Well, whats done is done. Think future, think better happier thoughts, think change.

Right now, I think for starters, gotta settle this issue I'm talking about (I know this vague-ness must be getting to you by now). Resolve the issue and move on. Check on everything else, make decisions move on to bigger things. I can do this.

Note to self: When you read this in the future, remember, that this wasn't a good moment but more importantly, remember that this moment was one of those development moments. (its amazing if you think about it, all these LITTLE episodes are doing SO MUCH for character-building.

So, today's the 16th. Gotta settle a bunch of things so as usual let me list them down:
1) Reply to DC's mentorship thoughts
2) ywlc agenda items for meeting tmr & what needs to be achieved in tmr's meeting
3) Application for jobs
4) Find a replacement to fill in for my tuition lessons (when I'm in Australia) - any takers??

ok thats all! (I feel like getting bronzey eye shadow). byeeee.

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Malay is the national language of Singapore. Did you know that? Its kinda easy to forget huh?

Sunday, June 6, 2010

May Allah bless all of us with the wisdom to discern good from wrong, the patience to withstand His challenges, trials and tribulations, the compassion to love and forgive one another despite our flaws and shortcomings and for the heart to keep heading in His blessed way of life. Be with me Ya Allah, please keep guiding me, Amin. Alhamdulillah.

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Sweet things come in bite-sized portions



Woke up to PushSMS from NUS 2 days ago, squeezing my 6 mods worth of grades in one tiny sms, (I swear such sms-es are lethal, every passing alphabet is accountable for the highly volatile fluctuations in my heartbeat.) But t'was all good news!! Praise be to God! =))